Recently, I have started realizing that I have an issue with alway looking back. I ask myself questions like “What if,” “Why did I do that,” “I should have done this,” “If only I did that.” It is a funny thing because there really is nothing I can do about the past. Isn’t that the whole thing with grace? God has forgiven us our past and everything happens for a reason. It is all part of his plan. If only I really lived like that all the time. I think things would be a lot easier at times.
September 18, 2012